DEC27

I'm tired& sick :( I hate it. My throat is burning up :'D I've been reading Eclipse, but i don't want to finish it cos i want to wait till new moon comes out! I wannna be like Emily or like Kim in the movie :D Auditions are in CA though :( &YES I LIKE TO ACT >:D I loook so wasted right now :((((( I don't want to go back to school! LASJDLFJ i've been feeling depressed lately. &In desperate need of ...tons of things. I want to be anywhere but HERE! I need my bestfriends &those chinks back in CA.

BRADISONtime

Madison came over yesterday :) It was fun, we went to go see Twilight for the second time @like 9 50PM. Loudest ones in the theater, cos we were saying every line in the damn movie LOL! After that, we went home and did stuffffff like play w/ my hair -____-" dance, blah blah blah, &we talked on the phone w/ Austin for likee 3 hours :D Then he fell asleeeep on us, it was hysterical! We ended up sleeeping at like 4AM. When we woke up, we started watching Dead Silence D: Scary as @#$%^&*()*&^%$#@$%^&*(&^%$# HAHAH,! Gosh, i've been looking wasted for the past whatever days :( I'm so tired, so i'm going to nap/read eclipse/watch twilight. BYEZZZZZZZZZZ :)

:)(:

Today was aight. Got my hair done w/ baybay Erin today, that was trill :') Then tmrw i'm kickin it w/ Madison @my crib :'D I sound all HARD, ROFL! But um, yeeeeeuh. Idk what the hell we're going ta do! Currently texting Paul + hanging w/ my grandparents HEHAHEHA! I'm kinda pissssed right now >:O Actually VERY pissed, i'm just not showing it. Godddamn, my brother needs to stop bitchin at me. Well he's bugging me to get off so HE can, whata selffish bitch. WELLLLLL TA TA<3

life's a bitch

I swear, if drama at my school was alcohol, my school would be fucking wasted :') People need to grow up and stop making crap up. I guess today was aight. I'm extremely excited for winter break! I was hoping to go back to the West Side, but my mom said no + I'm broke :( Good part is, Paul might visit me over here, i'm so excited! I've missed that boy :') Cutting my hair soon w/ Harlow baby! :D I just got off the phone and i'm about to get back on it, cos i'm so addicted to that thing so TA TA<3>

SLDJFLSJKDF

I'm texting up a storm right now :) So far my day has been great; that's unsual, so i'm thinking something is going to go wrong tonight ): I have like bags under my eyes, cos i thought we wouldn't have school today >:O Someone needs to fire the weatherman. Yesterday &today's been wonderful, but overall my life is still a living hell. But i would be so depressed if it wasn't for Tee, Paul Nguyen, &my mommmmy<3 I want to come back to CA so badly, esp. for high schoool, cos i know it's gonna be a DRAG @Harrison =/ + Hao promised me he would join lipsync w/ me which is even betttter :'D