Tuesday, September 22, 2009

damn..

everyone's so godddamn scandalous and boys are the same as bitches.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

happy birthday to my favorite twins!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL& DONALD<3

So yesterday Madison came over then we told my mom we were going to walk to the mallll, but instead we had Mattt& Blake pick us up to go driving around. They were smoking a blunt while driving to the malll, like wtf! Then we walked into the malll, stayed for literally seven minutes and went back to driving around. Then we all went to McDonalds &chilled w. Zach for like five minutes. THEEEEN, we went back to driving around and we started playing truth or dare. Hahah, it was fun. I kissed Blake AND Mattt, ahha (: k, but then we went to someplace and met up w. Zach AND Auston! Ugh ):< I hate Auston, so he went w. us and we drove all the way to Reitz to see my school's football game. BUT it was already eiggght and I had to be home by tenish. So we had to call Madison's "boyfriend" Dooley to tell him to pick us up, but we realized Madison left her purse in Blake's car so we had to wait a hour for them to come back! Once we got it, Dooley picked us up w. his cute friend Ryan ;) After that, we just went to the park w. then &wellll, let's just say Madi& Dooley were minding their own business while Ryan& I were minding our own business! Then afterwords we went home& passed out :) I passed out @10 ahah, and Madison got some beeer from my fridge, drank it allll by herself, THEN passed out around 1ish! She's weeak ;)


Yesterday was..interesting :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

Ugh!

You know what I hate the most? Life roller coasters! I'm so fucking tired of them. Last week was a bitch &today was really good! &Even though It was good, I don't want something bad to fucking bring me down agggain. Seriously, life's rollller coasters piss the shit out of me =( &Good things don't fall apart for better things to fall together. Don't trust that bullshit! :)

Then again, WC came back into my life wh en I was just ready to get over him :( Today was good because I didn't let any of his bull to get in the way of my day, until he asked me to stop by his locker which caused us to walk each other to class like how we did when we were seeing each other..UGH! I was so close to getting over him..&I love how Indiana boys are such fagggots, seriously.

&to angeline, I believe I'm fully California-washed. NOT white-washed.
Happy Birthday VT<3

&obviously, I've been a bitch lately :)

Friday, September 4, 2009

WC<3

How come everytime I start to develop deep feelings for someone they end up tearing me apart? I'm not a piece of gum, stop chewing me up and spitting me back out. I don't need that in my life and at this moment, it's actually the last fucking thing I need.
Why do I keep making these stupid mistakes? This is my second time. Well, It's also my fault. Ever since that one first thing happened, I've changed when it comes to relationships and boys. Maybe that's why... well fuck you.

Fuck you two, better know who you are.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

this is what happened.

I was totally over it. I told myself it was a stupid crush, over and done with it. And then he looked at me...

Monday, August 24, 2009

health class again :)

DUDEEE, huge update needed! beginning w/Aug21!

AUG21...worst birthday of my life period. Nothing super bad really happened, it just Idk. It didn't feel right w/o my dad. I had like super bad moodswings that night too! But on that night I went to my school dance! It was so freaking funny/fun! Everyone was grindin& jerkin, it was grrreat. There was a tightasszs dance battttle =) it was sick! high school is so much betttter than middle school! The dress code &rules are so much ...looser? ahah Idk. Oh& btw to Donald, Charlotte, Vivian, etc =) I didn't get anyone's birthday texts to me excccept for donald's! My phone was fucked up cos I was at the dance it just dieed like a bitch. But thankyou for your birthday wishes &stuff =) laav you guys<3333 the few that remembered<3

AUG22-AUG23, Madison spent the niggght& we went to Louisvilllle just for Forever21, keke! FUCK MAN, evansville needs forever21! &Happy bday to TQ<3 Love you!

AUG24, school day/monday! fuck man, today was shittty. Idk why -____-' oh wells!


&then i'ma try to come back for xmas..AGAIN! Fuck man, but no promises cos I don't want to like disappoint anyone like I did during summer =/ DON'T FORGEEET ABOUT ME >___< hahahaa :) jk <3 LAVYOUALL!

Well, shit son, I'm outszs! <^>

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

aug19

I'm at school right now! :) I found a way to get on blocked websites. Hmm, Harrison gives us our own laptops anyways! I'm in health right now, which is 6th peeeriod. Then next period is communications >:( I have a fucking presentation to present. AHH, this is so cool! kekekke :) duddde, I miss my life man. Fmlfmlfml <^> kakakakka! Nothing to say, reallly! so ttttyl :)