getaway!

I'm getting away. I like cut from talking to all friends xxcept for Paul& Sisi! Yeeeeah. My only true friends, seriously. I don't really feel like blogging today, so gooodbye!

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I was going to go to Cali &surrrprise my girrhls& boys on the 16th, but I got in trouble w/the copps again! :( I'm succcha rebel ;) but yeah, so my flight ticccket got cancelled &the ticket for the 17th was fucccking $800 +tax& shit! Fuck that, I'm not going to Cali for a thousand dollars, but I really am upset that I couldn't make it to the Knott's trip, Commencement, &mkl's bonfirrre! Now that I'm coming on the 23rd! It's a long storrry! =( Hopefully, I won't get into anymore troubble! I really feel bad cos I couldn't make it to all those important evennnts, but as long as I'm coming back I think I'll be okay.

DICKFACCCE! I fucking hate you >:[ You're being a real big bitcch& I feel as if I regret becoming your friend again. You're so different& I hate itttt. Hopefully, I'll do something on accident to make you want to stop being my friend. That's how much I DISLIKE you!

I miss my bestf..like seriously. I don't know where she is though. She's channged..&It makes me sad cos she's one of the closest things I had to my daddd. I've been holding in and rejecting that fact that she has changed, but I can't anymore. I have to let itttt go. She's so different& it kills me to know that. I hope this change isn't for long& I hope she realizes how much her newself tears me up inside. I miss my best friend& she's really all I need besides family. I'm lost in the darkness w/o her. I'll find her somewherrre, I'll keep on trying. But one thing forsurrr is that she's always in my <3

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So, today I like spent an hour on the phone w/my hunnnnnybuns<3 ehehheh =") and then I spent 30 minutes making her a vidddeo! Maybe cos I kept restarting ahahha! &I found out a whole lottttta shit back in the OC! I found out like 28937328947293874 like my old dudddde -___-" just as I fucking got over him. He's being a fucking assshole, but then again having a couple of my friends like him is harrrd! Oh well, fuck them bitcccches! Yesterday, I went to something over here called a summer social? I don't know, it's just weird over here o___o but yeeeeah..I went w/harlow baby& we met up w/some duddddes =) No hookup last night tho, I'm not that much of a skannnk ;) She invited me to gettttt crazy tonight w/her sister& others, but naaw! I don't feeel like partying tonight! Also, I've been trying to keep up w/my dances. I don't take dance classes anymore ='( So I don't really have a studio to pracccctice in! so whattttever, but I think thats it for today! GOODBYE BITCHES!

I am officially....

OVER YOOOU! =)

TROUBLEMAKEEERS!

Ahaha, k! So, so much happened the past two days! On my last update down there 'v' madison came over, then late at night we snuck jeremy and trey into my house! it was fuuun =) heheh! and then the next day i went to madison's house and we snuck forrest and wes into her house. that was funnish too! but then @night, her mum came home the same time forrest and wes were leaving her house and we so got caught! Plus, forrest and wes were drinking so i guess her parents assumed we were all drinking. but madison's dad came home and started beating on her and it was crazy! D: then the neighbor's called the cops and they came to the house and her dad explained everything, but then madison and i had to take the breathalizer test thing! I got 0 ^_____^ then my parents came to pick me up and they heard everything -___-" my mum was bout ready to kill me. But now madison and i can't hang out for awhile and she's grounded for the whole summer )= Well gnat came over today and late at night TODAY we snuck RYAN in ahahah! I'm always sneaking boys in ;D well that's it! BYEEEEEEE<3

summmer oh nine!

madison's coming oveer today and we're going to party it up tonight! ;) We're gonnnnna get krzee and sneak some boys into the house or we'll just sneeak out of the house! Ahah! Idunnno, but I don't want to go back to California like foreaal. I thought I was so ready to go back to Cali, but I realized I'm just too weak to let go of my old life. But everyone and everything changed back there and I'm not ready to see the difference cos then I'd have no other idea to run to when I'm in no mood to smile. I think it's best to keep the memories at heart and let whatever happen back there happen. Just as long as I have no knowledge of the changes cos I really am no fan of letting go of people and things and say goodbye. But I think this is my first 'good/reasonable/idk' goodbye. So goodbye to the tears that I have cried for my old life in california. &gooodbye to you.