prince charming, bestfriends, and life.

Every girl wants a Prince Charming, and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking that I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at 4 in the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a Saturday night with me because I'm sick. That guy, that one guy, he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else...but he'd be my hero. My "knight in shining armor." Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke... that's a hero.


I wish we'd grow old friends together. We would hang out and talk and maybe we could bring our grandchildren along, and when they ask us how long we've been friends, we'll smile and say "almost forever"

As time goes by, life has a way of rearranging itself. People enter your life, and inevitably, they leave as well. Things have a tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down. You'll come to realize eventually, that even though things are different, you are as well.

I've learned my best friend and I can do nothing or anything and have the best time.

Wanna see who your true friends are? Fuck up and see who stays by your side.

random thoughts!

I love mine& tracy's phone calls! They're always so interesting& hilarious<3 She's forever my hunnaybuns ^__^ love that girrrhl to death! We were making up our own lyrics to Forever& I miss you! Aren't we just the cooolest kidsz?! We were talking about relationships alot too ='( Kekke, whatevers! +We gossiped tons& tons& tons! Tahahhah :']

I miss our weekend phone calls and our infity morning text msgs& I miss how we'd always fall asleep on each other (on the phone) at the same time. I don't like you, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you.

I always ask myself, why can't I just go back to the way my life use to be? &I'm constantly wishing to go back in time. There's nothing I wouldn't do to do so. Fmlfml :'[

'Baby, are you down down down down down? =)

san diego!

shittttt, I forgot to update everyone on my calif trip! I probably forgot cos it was the one of the worst trips of my lfe! I went for like 5 days to sd& it just didn't feel the same =( no dadddy& not my home. sucks cos I had to stay there w/my cousins -___-' no one knew I came back either xcept for Twacccy& Sisi, I think! I couldn't kick it w/ my homesz cos no riddde& shit =/ Whateveeer,Idk! I guess I love calif for it's ppppl or maybe cos I wasn't in Garden Grove o__o LOL, let's say both! I'd appreciate it if everyone stopped asking me bout when I'm coming back &etc. I'm not saying it in a mean way! It's just I get asked about that pretty often. It's alright to ask though, I won't bite :') That's it, tata!

jamaica update!

Lots to update on! First offff, my cruise! It was grrreat! Laying around the ship ordering room service 24/7 &puttting on 7lbs a day! Hahha, just kiddding :') But I did order room service often! IT WAS COOOL, I've never had 'free room service'! But don't worrrry, I kept the weight off by constantly running up and down the cruise stairs instead of using they beautiful glass elevators! Hahha! Oh& it was my mistake! We didn't go to the Bahama's! We went to Key West, Grand Cayman, and JAMAICA! Jamaica was grrreat, everywhere I went all I heard was 'YAH MON' & 'NO PROBBLEM' seriously! I'm no exxagerrrating or anything. LOL =) &our taxi driver had the most amazing name -- azaban bolt! roffffl, i'm going to name my son that :'] well, aug1 was the day I had to go back to reality and get back into the shithole where i'm currently residing.

Ugh, school orientation tmrw! like wtfucccck, i get all depressed just hearing the word. fuck harrison& indiana! I fucking hate it here. I seriously fucking hate Indiana so much. Here w/there manwhores& fake bitches. Seriously, everyone needs to grow the fuck up! I didn't usually talk shit until I came here. &even if I was still the same person I was almost a year ago, I would STILL talk shit on indiana& it's motherfuckers. becos of indiana& it's bitches, I changed for the worse. I did things, I never imagined doing. If everyone I cared for besides my bestf, knew what I've done& all the things I went through, they would stop caring...but I guess all that was my decision, huh? it's called peer pressure.

too much info on JYP stufffff, update you on that some other time, aights? =)

tatata &toodlesz!

CRRUISE TO DA BAHAMAS!

Tmrw I'm leaving to Florida at 5AM -___-' going to be so fucking tirrred! I'll be gone for five days :( meaning no phone, internet, blogging, tweeting, &youtubing for my fav boys/2pm! Fmlfml =( &I'ma fucking miss talking to my bestf about the auditions and practicing on the phone w/her! :D I'm going to be in the Bahamas, Turk Islands or something, &going to beaches. I'm going to be tan like a fucking Mexican!

Not that being THAT tan is bad or anything (L)

&Fmlfml, I'm going to miss the second ep of Wild Bunny! AJSDKLFJ;LSKJF i'ma miss them boys! But I won't for long, cos I'ma be seeing them in 4 weeks or so when Sisi& I become jyp traineees >:D hellszs to the fuck yes! Sisi& I got it in the bag =) but I don't want to get my hopes up too high =( it's kinda too late though, rofffl! well, I'm getting tirrred! I rap two miles toddday, sore as a bitch!

well, byeeeee!

TWACCYV♥

I'm on the cell w/tv right now =) I freaking love this girrrhl! We're gossiping ;) Ehheh! Just another upppdate! my last update is pretty much about what I'm doing right now/nowadays! ♥byeeee

JYPe& other thinnngs!

aslkjdf, I'm so confused& stressed right now. Everything's a blurr! I have so many things on my mind, but jyp has seriously taken over my head! I'm practicing 24/7 &my mind is set to it like fucking crazzzy, but something doesn't seem right! Iddddk )= I feel like I still have to step up my game& Idddk!

&then I'm always thinking bout my bestf, cos she might be joining JYP with me (if we make it) and also, she might come &visit me if her mum lets herrrr! I'm really xxcited, but if I don't get the answer that I want, I don't want to be supper disappointed &get all depressed and shit, you know?!

Fucking pppl nowadays need to GET THEIR OWN LIFE! Crazy ass bitcccch, she's like obsessed or something o__o gosh, indiana pppl are pyscho!

i'ma start using twittttter too, brandibeaaar.twitter.com! TOODLESZ!